and this is the will of him who sent me,
that i shall lose none of all that he has given me,
but raise them up at the last day.
for my father's will is that everyone who looks to the son
and believes in him
shall have eternal life,
and i will raise him up at the last day.
john 6:39-40

i must say honestly, i've been avoiding this place because i've been keeping the shadows of the past weeks where they came from, in the shadows. but i can't avoid this place because it is afterall my refuge and i know i have to accept whatever has happened and address them before i can move on. besides it has been on my mind.

reminders and memories are aplenty, in fact they've run rampant since last week. and of the many things i have to say i guess this is the only one that matters now: thank you for all the gifts and lessons jac dearest. (: love you for you, love you for your strength, love you for your courage, love you for your kindness, love you for your friendship, love you for your jac smile, love you for your love, love you for you really.

the last week was hard, for everybody, but definitely for some harder. but i know we should be happy because she is and i am (: i kinda regret not treasuring everything more, not cherishing everything more, not doing more, but at least we had that one chance tgt yes and i'm beyond grateful (:

recess friends shall be reunited, one day

yay to eternal life, hoho

till another day

he will wipe every tear from their eyes.
there will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain,
for the old order of things has passed away.
revelation 21:4
brotherrr




before we set off, our routine bai nian! (:




he tickled them quite abit. my angmoh youngestt.




yummy yummy baaao! (: don't ask why its a wabbit.


our yearly family potrait which gives me an inspiration for mother's day/father's day/christmas? i haven't decided! (:




blood is thick yes. (:


suckkerrrs. WAHHAHA


love her ((:


the house we're standing in front of house a HOTDOGGG! edible i swear ((: even its barking was cutee. sighh.


great great (:


grand and great great. HEE.

HUAT AH i'm soooo frigggin urgent but i'm too lazy to go pee (:

its a happy day i guess. okay la, its a super happy day. HEEHE.

I'M LOST FOR RADIOO ): i can't start anything and it feels ECK. maid, really seriously? GOD HELP ME )):

i realise, i think, i hate completing stuff. maybe its the fear of end or maybe its a lack of inspiration/motivation/creativity or maybe i'm just lazy. WAHA. but i'm suffering the consequences, slowly but surely.

I WNA BE ON HOLIDAY! SIGHHHHHHHH.

sooo i was given a chance i didn't know what to do with and i almost died debating within myself but i've decided to SEIZE THE DAAY, i mean all opportunities and just whack i guess? COME WHAT MAY (thank you moulin rouge)

school kills ALL cny spirit ): i miss playing daidee and blackjack everyday. but guess what! i've got pictures! ((: later i post (:

so hmmm. yknow i feel sorely lacking of smtg now. i don't feel like doing session or school work but i know NEXT WEEK I DIE! ): so i shall start when i have nothing procrastina-ey to do anymore! sigh.

my thoughts are all scattered now but at least my bladder's relieved. i think i wna start blogging more. i miss this.

love yoooou, happy one four!

PPPPBBBBBBFFFTT!

K: kuek
M: moose!
N: nicole
P: peiying
R: rebecca


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