its the third day of school.
and thank goodness tmrw's
the last day of the week. :)
theres halfday on friday.
not exactly planning on going.
but. if i want to go out after that.
it'll mean that i'll have to go to school.
bleh.

well. school's been draggy.
it doesn't feel as if i just came back from
a break AT ALL.
hahahaha. grrr.

ehhs. almost done with my holiday hw.
i'm so pleased with myself can.
hahahaha. whateverr.

had to carry the effing newspaper
on monday. contemplated leaving
it there in hope that no one would find out.
apparently everyone did. hahaha.
they made me go collect it during recess. gahh.
at least i had help! :)

wells. caught initialD on tuesday
hahaha. slow yes i know. i know now
why so many people are crazy over
jaychou. thats cause he's quite cute afterall!
hahahaha. okay fine.
so he was super cute in the show! hahaha.
though he look badd in that
petrol station uniform. blah.
the storyline was okay la.
not bad. not wow. but nice!
but the cute guys made up for that.
edisonchen was HOT. HOT. HOT.
hahahaha.
he was so cutee. -melts. :D

kays. enoughh of that.
went to meet mummy after that.
went home round 9?
hahaha. i was super tired lor.
couldn't exactly wake up in the morning.
ha.

last day of school.
here i come! blah.
:/

don't you think this colour totally
blends in? hahahaha. dots.



_you left me broken so bad. nobody can ever mend my heart.






gahh. its back to school again.
not really looking forward to it much.
hahaha. i'm sure gonna miss the
sleep late, wake up late. and the
time spent on my butt with nothing to
do except watch tv routine. :D

but, the fun has to end somehow.
i'm not exactly done with homework.
though each sheet of paper has at least
one sentence written on it. ha.

watched drumline again.
hahahaha. i think i watch it like, umms.
4 times already. hahaha.
oh wells, bald blacks who play the drums.
are just plain hot. and TOTALLY irresistable. :D

oh. and i'm down with the stupid flubug.
must be the stupid weather.
hahahha. i'm feeling cold on the outside.
but i'm apparently am quite warm
on the inside. :/
and my nose hurts like shit.
blah.


;stop treating people as if they'll
forever have your back.
stop acting as if you're the only one
with problems. have you even stop
to ask once if we have problems too.
stop spreading stories.
and drawing conclusions of your own.
cause its obviously aint true.
but human beings have their desires.
she has hers. but she sacrifices for you.
but are you then. living within your means.
its harder on her to know that you'll never
pay her back. i still think she's stupid.
but i guess. thats not what god apparently
wants us to be, selfish.
but please. don't push it too far.
for she might not be able to take it no more.


just another day.
started out like any other.
just another girl.
who took my breath away.
then she turn aroundd.
she took me down.
just another day, that i.
had the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

i like that song.
hahahha. :D



_guiltyy.

i'm sorry if i've let you downn.
guess i'm just not who you think i am.


been long.
the hols are gonna end soon.
haven't had much of a break though.
i'm still tired.
still not ready to go back.
too many things happened.
that i guess i'm not ready to handle.yet.
bleh.
nothing much to say actually.
but i thought that i should blog at least
once during the hols.
its a bit late to say this now. but.
happy holidays.
:)



i open my eyes
i try to see but
i'm blinded by the white light
i can't remember how
i can't remember why
i'm lying here tonight

and i can't stand the pain
and i can't make it go away
no i can't stand the pain

how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes
i've got no where to run
the night goes on
as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me

everybody's screaming
i try to make a sound
but no one hears me
i'm slipping off the edge
i'm hanging by a thread
i wanna start this over again

so i try to hold onto a time
when nothing mattered
and i can't explain what happened
and I can't erase the things that i've done
no i can't

how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes
i've got no where to run
the night goes on
as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream

how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes
i've got no where to run
the night goes on
as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me

_untitled.




don't know who i am no more.

K: kuek
M: moose!
N: nicole
P: peiying
R: rebecca


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