okaayy..changed the template!! so pretty noww! =)
hhahah..but yeahh. shall add the tag board and all later..yepps.
the font is damn ugly. so i'll have to figure out a way to change it!! ugh. its gross-ing me out!
hhhhaha..

well..its been forever since ive updated! so paisehh. but ive been busyy!
lets see..

on tues? i went to the hospital to visit auntie cath. baby!!
oh my goshh. hes like the ultimate cutie pie! imagine carrying a innocent asleep 2 day old baby.
sighh. it was heaven! hhahaha..he was to me quite heavy. 3kg!
hhahahaha..but yepp. he was pressing against my lower arm. i thought i was kind of a uncomfortable person to sleep on.

but suprisingly he didn't even cry! he was trying to open his eyes but in the end gave up. hhaha.
and he did squirm a little. but overall. he was soo cute. so innocent. he was so small.
heh. well. my arm was kinda numb so reluctantly gave mommie the baby to carry. yepp.

he was so cute!!! ahh!~ cant wait to give birth to mine! hhahaha..
uncle loyd came back soon after. yeahh. thats when the tension all began..
he was not as friendly as last time le! the boys grew so much! josh was so adorable! =)
he has a girl face! but only because of his eyelashes lahh. it is btw so bloody long!
hhahahaha..but he looked so cute! joel was plump. but so cute. ill never forget his cheeky smile.
hhahahaha.

well, looking forward in seeing them soon..but i doubt ill be able too..i mean..they're leaving in..
a few more weeks? after jeremey reach his 1st month. its byebye.
sighh.

but auntie catherine looked the same! =) she had to breast feed jeremey so we left.
wanted to peep. but how weird is it seeing a baby get breast feed. yuckks.
do you know. if you breast feed youll have saggy boobs? gross!
hhahahaa..okaay. enough of that! =P

on weds. we had the stupid track meet. we arrived a little after 3? got settled down and it started drizziling. the meet took forever to start. and after that. it started raining even heavier! oo. wow.
but yeahh. so we got into the shelter. we tried opening an umbrella. but yeahh. got ticked off.
so we closed it. thus. we got drenched. went back in after a while? though it was still drizziling.
sat down on the wet chair. eww. but yeahh. never sit down on a wet chair when youre having your period. its the ultimate - eww.

but yeahh. it rained AGAIN and we ran for shelter again. and after that..
we came back. but i thought it was rather romantic! hee.
i mean..having everyone drenched isn't something you get to see everydayy!
hhaahaha..yeahh..and the thing ended around 1800? yepp.
took an hour to get home. so reached home around 1930.
had tution at 2020.

slept at 2200. straight after tution. wasn't really paying attention. so..yeahh.

thurs guitar. was kinda fun. we sat in a semi circle.
beatrice came. yepp.

friday. was the rehersal. got to miss the first 3 periods? it was the most slack day im telling you!
we hardly studied. i mean. for the first time. even during maths. all we did was maths hw.
boring. but..yeah..no solid studying! =) oosh.

so yepp. left at 1350. the auditorium was so bloody huge!! hhahaha..
the chairs were like woaahh. nice! =P but yeah. ended rehersal around 1600.
went to bread talk with audrey and ooh over practically everything! hhahaha..

oh yeahh. gwenial was cursing at qian kun. hhahaaaa.
so she was using impracitical 'language.' and teojl heard.
so she was damnn pissed.
gave her a lecture.
now gwenial is like tramutised.

she trimmed her hair..she sewed her belt?
she cleaned her shoes. and washed her socks!
woo hoo! im impressed! =P

oh! i also saw joanne todayy!! happyhappy.
i just realised shes pris cousin? so cool!! so anyway. went home with them.
yepp. i was so overjoyed to see her lohh. hees.
its been one year? yepp. =)

we played quite well todayy! suprisingly..hhahaaa..the stupid people were talking on the top of their lungs! oh my goshh. so bloody noisy. after we were done a few of them clapped.
like as if they were listening!! they were busy yakking away.
sheesh. talk about being unappreciated!

had to play for teojl.
sickyy. but yeahh. she talked about how impressed she was. what the shit lahh!
but yeahh. had fun overall..

so bloody beat noww..the cas this whole week was enough to kill me!!
heee. been the ultimate grouch todayy. don't know whats gotten into me but yeahh.
i was angry with practically everything. yepps.

but feeling much better now! and lao lao finally lent me her dvs.
going to eat dinner noww!
toodles! =)

+underpressure.

i'm latelatelate..but..still here. =)
wells..lets see..i came home early todayy..but not early enough. cos i still got locked out.
damn. was pissed but no choice. waitied patiently for half an hour before the two appeared!
sighh. was by then fuming mad. hees.

but yeahh. got over that. and now i'm supposed to rush off and meet mummy..
have to do like so many billion and one things. ughh. im rushing my english eating dinner and typing this crap all at the same time. hee. see! i can multi task.

today is just like the worst day of my life. came early in the morning feeling like a grouch, menses came again. in the morning. as i was to enter the stupid cubicle natalie just had to scream cockroach! sheesh. as usual. freaked and changed without peeing. sighh. high tide for 3 periods before..ahh..heh.

so after that. lit. sucked big time. andd..i walked up and down the hill twice. sighh.
all because i didn't want to go home myself. followed rebecca up to get her wallet. in the rain. sighh. so in the end came home late. and got locked out. sighh. woo..this is like my 3rd time sighing! hee.

there are so much tension nowadys. everyone to me is grouchy. or maybe the problem is me!
ehhh. im not sure but..no time for that..

i have to run down and get wire. and then leave. i bet ill be late. and mummy will be pissed. but kinda excited now. i think the baby will be asleep. so yeahh. sighh. =P

okay fine. ill stop. i feel so old. hee. well..overall today sucked big time. my hw are all trash and yepp. once again. i'm late.
and do you know something..today is one of the stuffiest days. ever.

+tension.


woo..i uploaded the pics into the com! all by myself somemore..so proud of myself!
hhahas..was kinda worried id blow up the stupid computer but alls well.
shall send it out tomorrow. this way..heh..can save printer ink!! wee..im smart!

wells..this week is loner week. hhaha..cos lets see..nicoles staying back on tues and weds?
thurs is me. and fri is honours day. and yepp. see..damnn. hahaha..

nothing much happened todayy. wasn't in the talking mood. blehh.
had a horrendous lunch. and the worse afternoon nap ever. i didn't even get to sleep!!
hhahaha..so much for nap ehh. but yeah. the science ca was hopefully a-ok.
i thought it went well. but hee..you can never trust my okay. ill end up failing!!
but first time..i see myself so determined to do well. hees.

hope lit. will go fine..im having problems memorising my chinese! ughh.
science prac. was disgusting. and yepps. nothing much happened. im suprised.
hee.

my hokkien doesn't seem to get anywhere better. sighh. it all sounds so foreign. i mean.
i understand some. but yeah. thats a little of alot. hhhahaha.
but i shall..buck up! sheesh.

okay lahh. better go noww. my shows starting in 9 minutes. yepp. =)
and i just realised something...my blog looks digusting!!!! ugh.


ahh..lets see..yesterday was overall an okay day. heh.
woke up early in the rainy morning just to go for guitar. blehh.
so anywayy. it started raining ultra heavy causing me to not want to go..but yeahh. went in the end?
hee. mastered happy birthday in the 3 hour lesson. so embarrased of myself!

it was so easy and i was struggling like mad!! so anyway. went for piano soon after. took the bus home with kang lao shi. oh yeahh. had my tao huay. but it wasn't sweet! gross. and i was rushing like mad as per normal. sheesh.

so..after all the rushing and all. had a bad time during piano. anyway. had a good time at mass. although i was ultra sleepy. i want to go for the mass on 30th!! its for teenages? yeahh.
but i don't want to go alone. so will try to drag jessica along!! hee.

30th..what day is that? i pray so hard it isn't a saturday. yeah!! one more dayy! and the babys due!
=) so excited!! hhaaha..oh yeahh. after all the hassle and all reached home and baked a cake for gran before rushing off in the middle of the night to celebrate. my playing sucked!!! oh my..
so embarrased. but its the thought that counts..no? hhhahaha..

was rather embarrased. hee. reached home at 10+ and slept straight after. hee. pig.
woke up at 11 today. had breakfast before watching harry potter. ain't i sloww. hhaa.
but it was bo-ring. waah. cannot take it so left to bathe.

ahh..i want the best ballads cd! hee. asked joycelyn to help me find the scores!!
hope she'll be able too. next weekend. will be disastrous. we're 'performing' for honours day.
more like just go and take up space! hummph. we're like so unwanted..we're not even inside the damn place but outside. and play when i bet no one will give a damnn. sheesh. butt..they better not. cause. i haven't mastered the song yett. hee.

oo..guess what. im late for class!! diediedie.
okie. better go noww. right. and guess how many teaspoons for sugar are there in bubble tea?
6!! 6!! andd i had one yesterday!! sheesh. ahh..ive found the best bubble tea shop that sells passion fruit!! cool station! hhaahaa..im just sloww. so do pardon me.
okay better scoot noww. =)

+maybe.its time to let go.


ahhh..my throat hurts big time i'm down with the stupid flu!! and i have a terrible headache!!
goshh. geog. ca was all together okay..first time studying so hard for geog.
woo.

everyone was packed into the library today. but..to be exact 12 2/7 girls. hhaha.
my definition of packed. bleh.

yeahh, had recess with penelope! all i had was aloe v. too broke to eat. hhhaha.
everyone was such a grouch today. me included. i felt so dead. must be the end of the week mood swiings.

could tell that jess was rather pissed the whole dayy. tried consoling her but just..made things worst. hhahhha.

sandra and gwenevere? they seem to be in a fight or some sort. they weren't exactly talking during science. surprisesurprise.

natalie had meat? after ticking me off for eating meat on friday she eats it herself!! wahh..pissed. but yeah. was rather pissed during recess. wahhh..natalie is like..err..she is very nice in the morniing but when it comes to recess. shes back to being natalie. wwaah..i don't know what she goes through during the 5 periods.
softball today sucked.

but i played much better? pespired so much!! yeahh. my throwing sucked. got slammed by the ball at the side? hee. was rather shocked. it was like..painn!! hhahaha..

not bad lah overall. natasha was so sweet. she sat with rui shan during maths so had to coach me while i was supposed to coach noelle. hee.

theres her band concert todayy. yepp. i mean. maris stella band concert. but shes going. with nicole, yepp.
lab was horrible. maths passed damn fast. which was good. and yeah. today was rather slacked.
nicole was harping on how fast the day was passing. err..right.

hhaaa..so yeahh. the three of us are like woahh. in a semi cold war now. but everything should be fine by monday. at least i hope? hmm. for the first time nothing much to sayy.
decided not to call jess nai nai le..i decided to call her lao lao.
hhahahaha.

cos..nai nai is daddys side right? so lao lao is mummy's side. it sounds nicer. aiyahh. see first lahh. she is either nai nai if not lao lao. both names sound so silly!! she was like. you better not call wronngly arhh. hhaha..yepp.

todays last ep. of the ah ri show. hafta go watch le!
dinner time!! =)

ahh..i know the cause of my sore throat. i realised that ive been talking lesser nowadys.
that must be the reason! hhahaha.
oo..i feel like drinking passion fruit. eating tao hui, haiigen daz choc ice cream, sara lees choc cake, pizza, jolliebeans black and white, dao suan, bk, macs..ahh..many many more..
hhahahha..i feel like such a pig!!

okay lahh. hafta go for dinner noww. later!


+indulgence.
ughh. life sucks!!
i have totally no recollection of what happened for the last hmm..4 days?
woo..its been 4 days since i've been online. or maybe 5.
errrr. yahhh.

i've just been busybusybusybusy.
shitt. if not. i'm just sleeping my life away. hhahaha.
=P yeahh. when to lil india yesterday. stupid place i tell you. spent 3 hours there.
and 1 whole bloody hour finding a stupid costume. its whitee..gross.

and the lady at another shop just had to tell me the costume was so mother india.
ughh. sickyy. yeahh. didn't bring much, so char, noel, marian and me we all shared a $4 plate of
carrot cake, hhhahaha.

unbelievable. i knoww. *beams*
hhahaha. yeahh.

been avoiding the bloody canteen cause..hee. damnn broke this week?
first the movie and now the costume. =P
can eat on thurs and fri its back to dieting.

but yeahh. lets talk bout todayy. so lets see. went to school feeling damn gross?
yeahh. hhahaaha..i looked like a FREAK!!!
goshh. was so glad to see jess at the porch.
hee. waited there for a few minutes. saw few 2/7 girls. most of them all change in school!!
i should have done that~ hummph.

but yeahh. walked with jamie up.
hhahahaha. yeahh. and melissa was tying some weird orange thing on my hair.
jamies' smart idea.

took it off in the end. hhahaha. the phutu too. it was just..ugly. hhahaha.
yeahh. on me lahh. jac looked so good. lets see. marian had such a good figure!!
no fairrr. hhahaha. ehhh. jac was probably tthe prettiest in class!!! i like her qi pao.

took as many pics as i could. yeahh. deleted some of the cannot delete pics. diee, but yeahh. not my fault.
hhahaha. had fun lahh. didn't eat recess todayy? oh my goshh. felt so lost during maths.
heh.

the trio pic nicole jess and me took was so good!! its on nicole's cam thoughh.
yeahh. was the sari lady for the dayy. make me feel more indiany only!!!

helped charlene, joyce like thrice? that girl arhh. tsktsk.
and noelle? she was rather moody todayy. sigh. she was like damn grumpy.
i did jiazhis one too!! hhhahaha..so proud of myself!! =P
ehh. anyone else? doubt so. but yeahh. helped noelle twice and bout were wrong? she was kinda pissed.
sorry partner!! don't know why but she calls me that.. hhahahaha..i prefer noel. but yeahh.

peiying is a nice girl. i have to admit. i was kindaa in a good mood on tues. so everyone was nice.
hhahahahaaa. shes kinda sweet lohh. yepps.
oohh!! had my name written in jawi!! so cool. chikgu didn't even need me to spell?
i bet she got it wrong!!! hummmmmph. but since i don't understand. who cares.
hhee. but yeahh. my calligraphy sucked.

hmmm. i feel kindaa outdated. i started watching fridays tape todayy. have 8 in total.
completed 3!! so happy. hhahahaha..but yeahh..don't feel like watching the rest anymore..

hhahaha..oh my goshh. i planned on being less talkative. and guess what?!
the entry is still as long!!!! ughhhhhh. but yeahh.
should stop now. i wanna read my lit book. bring my unseen. revisse my geog. go through my maths.
and all i'll end up doing is to rot in front of the tvv. sighh.

i better start on my work nowww. sighh.




ughhh. maths sucks big time now? i mean..i don't know what i'm doing!! its like pure torture! hhahahaa.. =P
ehhhh. graphs. i hate graphs!! heh.

mmm..lets see..feel much better now!! the tiredness is gone!!

so vulgar nowadys..hee. joyce lee!! she is so meann!!! she purposely hug me only because? she wanted to wipe her wet hands on me!!! gross! haiyohh. i felt so wet all the wayy to the stupid interchange!! ooo..the strawberries from mos were kinda nice.

the black and white m&ms okay onlyy..not say veryy nice lahh. uh huh...bought i zhou kan!!

natalie was bowling todayy!! i was all alone~ left to stand with my kinda loose belt. thank god she didn't check. hhahahaha..

went to the interchange. jess is like so poor thing..she has to buy her own sparkling juice to pop!! hhahahaha..so cute! =P
god bless her! =)

all of sudden everything feels wrongg.. all wrong!!!! arghhh.
sighh. there's guitar tmr? sickyy. i don't wanna go....
and i don't feel like going to school tomorrow!!~
yahh right as if i could!

had so much fun todayy. laughed till my sides ached.
lit was so bloody funny. but yeahh. kinda sleepy too. shes kinda boring? hhahahaha..
no offense lahh. yeahhh. jamie and jiazhi keeps insisting that they're pyshic? yahh right!!

hhahahaha..time to bathe lo....
having tutioun in a few more hrs time. sighh.
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期待他日花开的季节里回家

awwwhh..this song is like so bloody nice..will try to put this song as my bloggie song!
so excited. ughhh. the last 3 days were horrid. i say like..ermm. hhhahaha..quite a number of times le...

okie..lets see...saturdayy...well..did the norm nothing new...bought a 3 quads!! nicenice! then tried on a pleated skirt..waahh..the colour damn nice..but..heh..i don't suit such skirts lahh...tried on a white 3 quad skirt..also okayy onlyy....then..a tube..nice but cannot fit..too big? hhahahaha..and its the last piece so suan le...
a white and black top..but nahhh...that should be aboutt it...hhhahaha..so in the end also end off with the white 3 quads..hhee.

went for mass at novena...yeahh!! bought my own prayer book. so pretty. hhahahaha..
had the same kawaii priest...he is so cutee..did his same 'conducting'..hhahahaha..
his voice is actually veryy nice! the place was slighty empty that dayy..hmmm... =)
but also good lahh. but all the aunties were at the holy water place..oh my goshhh.
so squeezyyy...hhahahaha...

yeahh!! sundayy! ooooo..i was so bloody tired that dayy. hhhahaha..till today is still yakking so much about it..hhahaha...okaayy...woke up at 6 that stupid bloody shiok morning..to go for cip. was rather sad nicole couldn't come butt yeahh. survived.hhhahaha..went early to see pris mag and audrey there...exchanged phone nos.
then saw char and charmaine...followed by guitar 2 people...then yeahh. got tired so boarded the bus without waiting for sam. hhahahaha..so cute. she ended up chasing the bus?!? so cutee.. but yeahh. exchanged MORE numbers on the bus and...lets see..
oh yeahh. jay crossed the road. so norm lahh..but as we were crossing sam was like better hurry up later kana caught have to pay $20 each. so we were like waaahh...then just as we crossed the police came!! hhahahaha..so heng... =P
it was so zhun? i was so amazed.

hhahahaha...thenn...met gweneal at first tp.
that school was rather small. but okay lahh. not badd...the aunties so cute..signed up everything filled in some forms collected the box gweneal being a pigg pulled me to go get food but kana called back by sam. alicia came with red swollen eyes and dark eye bags..emy too...something happened. cos was partners with alicia..last min arrangments.. we talked quite a bit..heh..

so yeahh. in the end got our food and gweneal was so bloody grossed out. hhahahaha..
she threw the entire bag into the bin. me too!! hhahaha.. =P not my fault can?
the pao was just thrown into the red plastic bag with a gardenia muffin and...yah lahh.
it was just very gross..so we didn't eat. most of us. gweneal happily stuffed all her belongings into my bag thankfully we went seperate ways so she had to take them out..
hhahahahaa...so cute. ermm. went to city hall. me and alicia..sam and dennis.
ehh..collected so much moneyy!! so funn!! did it indoors. hhhahaha..luckily the security guard was asleep? so hee. go and explore and extort people's money..hhahahah..
did so many embarrasing stuff. like ask twice? and..yahh. the ang mos were so bloody friendly cann..so pretty also!! nicenice. then there was one who was laughing at us while we asked people twice. hhahahaha..they were all really cute lahh. some just avoided us like plague. sam and dennis snatched our busniess!! hhhaahaha..but in the end we collected more!!! went to burger king after that...and..had breakfast..sam left so me alicia and dennis went around not so seriously collecting..headed downtown. dennis wanted to get her wallet. but yeahh. her maybank card got something wrong arhh..
and yeahhh. soon after went to paragon and started collecting again. so bloody hot and tired. collected until shiok already then left just as it was about to rain.

all target ang mos. so cute..hhahahha...got harrased twice? once when two guys wanted to take our pics. another was when one reallyyyy cheeko peh man wanted to flirt with us?
ewwww..so grossed out. sheesh. had fun then rushed off for cath. ate macs! nuggets on the wayy..mommie picked me up! so sweet. cos she had to sacrifice her parking lot. hee.
then ended class at 5? made a huge entrance with a throbbing headache. had to sit in front of the bloody lecturer. saw may? yepp.. sat seperately with jess.

rui shan smsed me about 4? told me the details and yeahh. rushed off after cath. to ah poh's house. they were like so...err...yeahh. then..left. jess couldn't go. mommie don't want..so in the end got pamy to go. yeahh. rushed liked madd.. mommie was so sweet.
didn't want to go actually but yeahh. she said since i've tried so hard to get the tixs i should make it work and all..she cooked maggie mee for me!! hee.

then..errr...yeahhh. wore my white dress? felt so bloody overdressed kayy. was sitting at the 5th row? rui shan's daddy was really sweet.
and...yeahh. was too tired to get excited. but when they came out was soooo high!!
=P he was so nearr!!! okayyy..but not as near as i expected but yeahh. good enough.
hhahahaha.. so cute!!! during prize giving? a-wei ran like little kid happily to 56.
so cutee.. then they joked a little. 56 took pics with the kids? he was soooooooooooo
bloody nearr!!!! like less than 2m? 4 rows away!!!! ahhh!!~ didn't scream lahh.
so paiseh no? cos this isn't a concert? but yeahh. for the needy. should be more understanding. hhahhahaha...took 21 pics of him. and only him. sooo happy!!
=P ehhh..then..had fun. he waved without looking smiled throughout. had funn.
was a little snappy. toro came in at half time. he was looking cute that dayy. so shuai.
reallyy.. wwaaaahhh...*faints* hhahahaha..wanted to take pics but nehh. didn't want to waste my film. hhahahahaha..no lahh. during adverts and all..kept staring at him.
he sat next to sun zhong. hhahahaha..wore pink shirt? eww. and hat. not bad. and sunglasses. was rather solemn throughtout the whole thing. only once in a while bent over and whispered happily with sun zhong. sang along with cyndi and 56. so cutee. =P
and....a-wei was so bloody cute that dayy! hhahahaha..as usual lahh. but better looking that dayy. heh.

he sang he quan!~! 56 sang shou hou? easy come and yin wei ai! so sweett!!!
but yeahh. renfu was playing with the little girl's hair and all. patted their heads and swayed with them etc. sooooooooooo cute!!! cannot take it!! hhahahaha..
he was really sweet that dayy. cut off his extensions. sobb. but they didn't suit him lahh. this time one veryyyy weird. =P
and...yeahh. toro teared? maybe. not sure. cos he was directly diagonally across me mahh. so view is like damn clear. talked to the lady sitting next to him in the wash?
told her his name. hhhahaha..she so cute. she thought was was part of 56? eww..but..hhaahaha..yeahh.. they chatted a bit during the show? argghh. hhahahaha..
*jealous* but yeahh. shes married. hhahahahaha..
went for reception? they were surrounded!! no faiirr.. so couldn't see them. but yeahh. okay lahh. left after they did. reached home at 11 12?
damn tired. was on my feet all day. and on heels at night? so pain!!! hhahahaha..
but yeahh. rather happy that dayy.. =)
but really tired. so gong gong the whole dayy. hhees.

the fann wong one was so nice. heh. very romantic. =) the bg music was so good. hhhahahaha..and...tay ping hui one was so bloody nerve wrecking!!! arhhh....
and yeahh. the clips were really touching.
and.....overall i felt that it was quite good. a few fans said that the live fans were damn noisy couldn't hear 56. to be honest. they were. with the stupid whistle and all?
renfu was like shh-ing them throughout the thingg. hhaahaha..so cute. =P
felt that they were rather selfish lahhh. but yahhh. i added a little to the screaming so..hhahahahaa... =P

mondayy. damn emotional that dayy. he left at 8? sighh.
felt so heavy my stupid head. haven't completed a single hw. was kinda panicky. heh. but yeahh.
made it through..!! yeahh!! hhahahahaha..lame!!~ was so quiet during science? so bloody not used to it. shitt. but since i was so tired. couldn't bring myself to give a damn.
although was still rather uncomfortable. hees.

had house elections! so pleased with my votes!! hhhahahha.. =P
ehhhhhh...at night. mommie was teaching me graph? heh. cried twice for no rum or reason.
she was rather fierce. but that wasnt really the reason..it was only the thing that aggrivated the suituation. hhahaha..mommie tried to control her temper? could tell.
heh. on my own. chose not to watch shao nian and wan yu just to complete it!! so proud of myself!!! =) yeahh!! =P
cos so many people didn't do lorrr..

hee. walked in the rain today!! yeahh!! hope i can fall sickk.!! =P but yeahh. 4 people were absent today? sicky. emy too. hopes she okayy. god bless her!! =)
alicia was in school. she is looking better lahh. =)
god bless them!! heh.

okay lahh..today's entry is like damn long?? hhahahahaa...happy happy. no more tired le...good...!! but got headache. hee. hungryyyyy...shitt okayy. time to eat.
bought so many chocolates!! =) happyhappy.

oh yeahh pamy sent me this!!

I was testing the children in my Sunday school class to see
if they understood the concept of getting to heaven.

I asked them, "If I sold my house and my car, had a big
garage sale and gave all my money to the church, would
that get me into Heaven?"

"NO!" the children answered.

"If I cleaned the church every day, mowed the yard, and
kept everything neat and tidy, would that get me into Heaven?"

Again, the answer was, "NO!"

By now I was starting to smile. Hey, this was fun!

"Well, then, if I was kind to animals and gave candy to
all the children, and loved my husband, would that get me
into Heaven?" I asked them again.

Again, they all answered, "NO!"

I was just bursting with pride for them.

Well, I continued, "then how can I get into Heaven?"

A five-year-old boy shouted out,

"YOU GOTTA BE DEAD."

so cutee!!! =P the sky was really nice todayy. veryyy peaceful? heh. i don't mind just dying now and joining god!
but yeahhh. yesterday i tried imaginging what heaven was likee..mmm..nice..

okay lahh.. gtg nowww.. =)







waaaaaahhh..yan xing shu is like so bloody cute.
character wise i mean..but his looks are still okay lorr..waahh!! he was so cute yesterday on wan yu..wang shaowei also..heh..

ooooo..the sky's overcasted. its gonna rainn!! =)

watched childs hope yesterdayy..oh my goshh. i hate watching those shows..make me so scared and self-concious onlyy...damnn...the children are really so poor thing cann..
theres a familyyy..so cute..the children's names are youyi, youqin, youai!!
so meaningful!!! =P

errr..but the father arhh...he is really sway lorr..his three children are ill. and guess what!! he's going to be the one whose going to bang the mother down.
he is like so dead. hhahahaha..so exciting!! can't wait to watch on mondayy. hee.
so saddistic arhh..but cried quite a bit during the showw...waahh..nice! =)

so not looking forward to the cip thing...i'm like yahhh. school on sundayy!! yuckss..
hhahahha..but yeahh. no choice..hope everything will go well...waaahhh...
i'm so bloody hott..the windows are closed. and the fans blowing at nobody in particular!!

arghh!!!! a stack of piano hw staring at me...ewww..waahh..yesterday i practiced the piano till i perspire cannn..waaahh..expert!! hhaahahaha..
sheeshh.. theres practically nothing to sayy!!

so pleased with my watchh. =) so pretty!!! hhahahahaha..yeahh. can't wait to go for class....first time!! =)
see..i'm making a difference... hhahahahahaha....

ooo..love my songg..hhahahaha..nan quan mama's one..hhahahaa..but doesn't suit the atmosphere. but aiyahh. who cares. hee.

waaaaahhh..stomach painn...aaahhh...

我站在月台 你迎面而来 缘分的安排 就是这么奇怪

像个坏小孩 不按牌理出牌 忍不住想猜 你和我的未来

爱就像一场拔河比赛 一开始就不能停下来
我只想现在认真过的精采 无所谓好与坏

爱让人变乖 突然间开始温柔了起来
就怕你离开 不再继续这场比赛

爱让人变坏 懂得了什么时候该耍赖
让你走不开 习惯我对你的依赖
我们再也走不开 你我的这场拔河比赛

谈一场恋爱 学会了忍耐 总有些意外 会让人受伤害

只要你明白 珍惜爱与被爱 我愿意等待 你给我的未来

wooshh..love this songg..heh...
for childs hope one of her songs are the ending song..
that song also nice!! hhahahaha..its gui shu gan if i'm not wrongg..
heh.

okaayy my stomach reallly hurts nowww...to be continued..hhaha..



from yesterday to todayy..it seemed like ten years..and i feel so much more matured...heh..

lets sayy..i've thought things throughh..i've decided to do drastic changes in my life. hhahaa..and my first step was to improve on my guitar playing skills. suprisingly..

i enjoyed myself a lot during guitar todayy..i mean..i wasn't even talking!! yes..for 3 hours...i hardly said 10 sentences..and i had fun~

hhaahaha..so suprising..heh..i'm starting to like guitar..
ewww...so freakyy!! hhahahaha...considering how much i hated it...
i played so much todayy..my fingers are all swollen..so uglyy..
and its damn pain cann..
waahh..

noelle left me alone in class again todayy..don't know whats wrong with her..sick maybe...but i was so bloody lonely! i mean really..
i felt kinda out of place. no one to talk to..no one to tease..
no one to pinchh..hhahahaa..no one to yaa.. =P
and i only sat with her for 4 days?!?! wahhh..

feel like crying my sockets outt..i've learnt so many things these..2 dayys..
but yeahh. think i'm going out tmr with nicole..not sure yet..
jess got promoted..wanted to go celebrate. butt..as usual..
i was so happy for her last night and she hardly cracked a smile!!
she was so calm..so not excited. hhahahaha..unlike me..
hhhahahaha..i so don't understand that ladyy..

going to watch movie maybe? not sure yett..so keen on watching spidey2!! so excited.
hhahahaha..feel so stressed up recently..
heh.

feel like going marina!! i lovee that place..
damnn..
yahhh...but its like kinda farr..its so queer how i can chance upon a place i never knew and act as if i knew it. hhahahahha..
mankind..tsk tsk..

but i wanna go..maybe i'll go on saturdayy..
but yeahh. as if i can..
=P

wanna get my watch!! liked this white and lime green one..
one was squared face and another circle? i think i'll get the white one..cuter..
oh yeahh!! had spelling test. faired so well!! so proud of myself.
=) *grins* if only it was maths..maths...waaahh..had a mini test and guess what!! i only completed 1 pathetic qn...
suckkyy..lit was fun though.
ms liem was so bloody funny todayy..hhaahha..yeahhh..guess that was about it...yeppp.....

screwed...




my luck is damn bad now adays. these 2 months, june and july..
the worst months..of the entire year..
waaah..never once felt so sway...hee.

i'm on the verge of insanity noww!! hhahahaha..
any the only thing that can make me feel better is wang renfu! hhahaha.
but theres nothing on him noww...*pouts*
shitt..

hafta wait till 10? and..i've got tutioun!! so not in the mood. but i will be..
i guess..later..

-down to the pits-

goshh. my shortest entry EVER. hhahaha.. =P
have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
when your pain will disappear
when you know that it's not true
what they say about you
you could not care less about the things
surrounding you
ignoring all the voices from the walls

okay. this is such a nice song. heh. qian jing's ending.
yepp. so hooked on it noww. hees. the show i mean.
blehh. went for mass yesterday. so proud of myself. hhahahaha..
waaahh..love this song!!! =P

oh yeahh. happy fourth of july!!!! =)
yeahh!! got 5566's finalised plan!! woosh. hhahahaha..ermm. lets see...they will be coming on july 11th. wanna go to the airport! but..haihz..i've did more then enough silly things already. not sure yett. see how first..haihz..this kind of things usually last minute one. the first time i went i was informed only a few hours before?
hhahahaha..but i don't mind! =P

ermm. okay. right. so after that i guess they will be busy preparing and yeahh. really hope i can get the nkf tixs. haihz...and he's leaving straight they day after!! with a-wei..don't detest him now. it was from like to hate to like. hhahahaha..
can't help it lahh. he is rather cuute. =) i wanna go for coolplay!! shitt.

okay so they'll leave together on 12th at 8am? usual lahh...oh yeah. a-wei is performing too. yepps. so cool...happy happy.
haihz....

just had my bath!! feeling so refreshed noww..the saturday thing spooked me out so bad i have troubles bathing, sometimes i think so much that i feel insane? yeahhh. horrid.
and then i'll end up changing in my mommie's room cause i don't want to change ALONE.
hhahahaha..feel so stupid. but can't help it..i so afraid one day i'll be able to see them. staring at me and all.

spooky..i know. but yeahh. i'm so not going to be alone ever. not like i ever was. and i thought i was growing braver. i hate myself for being so timid and faithless can...
i so admire those who have so much faith. hee.

talking about little baby. nicole and me we met a baby girl on the train!! because of the arts fest.
yeah. it was yesterday. oh my goshh. so bloody disappointed.
it was so boring. the trail sucked.
except for the mrs vincent ghost stories of cause. wah lao. spooked me so bad can,
and next month is ghost month? okay i shutting up now.
hhahahaha...i'm starting to go hysterical again. hhahahahaha..

so yeah. the baazar? was okay onlyy. yepp. the watches were so cool. wanted to buy. but on the fact that i want to buy clothes. i shall save. hhahahah..i want to go shopping!!
ughhh. i want to look 'pretty' on sunday. yah right!! heh.
wanted to buy the arts fest tee too. buttt..not really nice lahh. waaaaahh..
shi lao shi so couldn't recongized me can..so sad. but yeah. saw ms cruz!!
she is so sweet! she still can remember me. so cool!! she is so nice...
but mrs fernado just had to interrupt us. hummph.

so yeahh. left for raffles in between. had starbucks. gwenial? hhahaha..looks wrong. but all her fault. hhaahaha..i am so unreasonable.. hhahahah..oh yeah. arrived with joyce lee and dan. they were siamese twins for the day. both wearing the excat same colour. joyce was going ooh and ahh over what i was wearing. said i didn't look like the norm. well..wear little they say. wear so covered up and they STILL SAY!! wahh...went for mass near chijmes to waste time. hhaha..yeahh. not bad lahh. but my stupid phone just had to ring. yupps. so bloody paisehh. and such a big girl like me. carrying a balloon. waaahh. the ultimate humiliation. thank goodness i don't frequent that place!

it is so hard to please people. hhahahaha..oh yeahh. so joyce was like, come on jos. we wouldn't want to get you lost?!?! -_-
they are like so brightly decked in BRIGHT ORANGE and they're afraid i'll get lost?!!?
so many people were wearing orange that day..hmmm..
i was in green!! yeahh!! hhahahaha..blehh.

right so, was so glad to see them, cause i didn't really know how to get there. so yeahh.
had fun talking with them. =)
met alicia, jeannie, vanessa? is that how you spell it? well. pretty girl lahh.
then yeahh. arrived to see..lets see..audrey and her friend. maria...saw jaz? jia zhi? gwenievere? sandra..thats all?!!? can you believe it!! wahhh...

ohh yeah!! don't forget joyce lin.. yepp. then..headed down to taka after everything.
the sisters were so nice btw. heh. so sweet. esp. the one at the orphanage! =)
the day was okay overall lorr...

was so tired. walked a lot. uh huh...bought the ij girl on board? happy happy.
and the postcard is so nice! *grins*
well...so...errrr..yeahh. judith didn't go.
sob.

ermm. yeah!! the baby part! saw such a adorable baby girl on the train. she was so pretty...got her looks from her mom. she was abc? yepp. waiitt..i'm talking bout the kid here. so anyway. i was holding the white balloon and nic the blue one she let hers go?
yeahh. didn't want to feel like an idiot? so gave her one..yeah. so anyway. once the baby touched it her eyes went huge! so cuutee. and she was trying so hard to burst it.
and on top of that the train was wayy packed. so yeahh. was kinda scared. heh.
she looked so adorable though. wouldn't mind giving her the blue one? but yeahh. didn't..
hhhahahaha..she cried each time she didn't get to touch the balloon can..wah sehh..
so kawaii...

saw kim at the station. uh huh..guitar was 2 hrs long. how pathetic was that. neither kang lao shi nor mrs chua was there!!!!
arghhh. had combined. will be combined for the later days. yepp..
finallyy..hhahaaha..

yeahh. ermmm. cath. class was fun today. all the so long no see chatter was here.
so glad to be back? yeahh. nice to see everybody. first lesson well...had combined. gross. they were making so much noise.

oh goshh. yeahhh. jenny wasn't there!! sob sob. and yeahh. francis did the lesson on!??!
sex ed. so cool! kinda excited. but being the boring him. he talked about meaningless stuff!! goshh. wasn't even paying attention. was so bloody urgent.

one shouldn't hold their wee too long. who knows whats wrong with my kidney noww..tsk.
well...the last part was the fun-est? hhahahah. read from the txtbk. so cutee.
well..we had to read a line each. i think i said the wrong words. yeahh. so anyway.
when it was marcus turn. it was coincidentally the girls sexual changes part.
so cute!!! he was all red!! couldn't help but laugh. hhahahah..laugh until so loud somemore.

he was so cute. but yeahh. he got through that. kenneth was the so poor thing. he had to read bout pubic hair!?!?! goshh. he was so cute..laughed even harder then.
so mean..blehh. but couldn't help it! =P

missed nicolette so much. heh. going to be late for sex course next week. shitt.
i don't even know if i want to go. but yeahh. it would be fun. heh.
feel closer to the girls now. opening up to mel too. think she's not too bad now.
yepp.

errrr. yeahh. the sex txtbk was so good. there was a page of difference between infuation and love. oh my goshh. it was so good. when i get my txtbk i shall post it up. it is so meaningful sia....

aiyahh. back to the cranky me now. just snapped at everyone that opened their mouth.
shitt. i should control my emotions. tsk.
well. slept so well the last few days maybe cause i was so bushed.
yeahh.

can't wait for dou zheng!!! heh. its going to gai ban today? sooo excited.
errmm. yeahh. talked enough for today. my hand pain le..
yeahh. miss wang renfu so much.
went to supreme saw such a cute picture of him!! wahhh..hit the glass a little tooo loudly. heh.

feeling so sucky noww..yepp. *sigh*
feeling really sickk now...period visited early morning.
hhahahaha..but yeahhh. went to see around the world in 80 days.

wasn't too keen at first. but oh myy. it was so funny!! nai nai and me were making a fool of ourselves. only 4 rows were taken up mahh. so yeahh. really empty. and we were laughing and talking rather loudly.

laughed so muchh can. talked non-stop. wah lao. feel so sick hearing my voice. and now its all hoarse. damnn!! and tmr is the art fest and ms kuek can't go!!!
hhahahaha..can't decide to call her what. so i shall change from here to there. blehh.

must have been the gelare ice cream and fish and chicken. i feel so fat and bloated.
goshh. *sickk.*

haihz..so sian...theres hols and i won't be sleeping well!! hhahaha..i so niao. cannot take it. heh.

oh yeahh. so had fun. laughed my heads off. stopped at tp so that nai nai won't miss me and yeahh. took nicole's most dreaded 88 home. ughhh. feel like screaming my heads off now. but if i so did that. i'll have no more voice for the arts thingy tmr.

kinda excited!! i hope i see some old teachers. and guitar is like from 8.30 to 10.30?! might as well not have it!! oh wait!! i don't know what time is it really.
ohhh no....shitt. hafta sms gladys later.

for youth day mass the priest was so nice!! i'll forever remember him.
father john joseph! he has a nice voice. he sings the prayer for communion and the father's prayer? yepp. talks so cutely. had a part where we had to hum amazing grace while he prayed. so heartwarming!

wahhh...ij girls. voice all chao sweet. hhahahah..just not mine. mine's like totally OFF KEY! like bernad! he sang for teacher's idol. oh myyy...he is so cute.
hhahaaa..had fun? not really. anyway right about the priest. cause we were in front?
sang more. i mean the encore part. hhahahaa..

youth day and we had LATE DAY!! what the..but the bb girls so poorthing.
they had training. tsk tsk.

what a holidayy. blehhh. didn't copy the new timetable..die. and no one's online?!?!?!
waaaaaahh. see! i actually had nothing to talk one you know. and when i start.
i can't seem to stop. hhahahaha..

i'm so irritating. cannot take it. noelle didn't come today!! i was like SO LONELY can.
wahhh...luckily i survived. yahh right!! ohh wait. i feel wrong. wayy wrong. hope i have a good sleep tonight. so sleepy....haihz..

and guess whats my new nick name?

DONKEY WANG.
what the...so stupid....haiyohh. so into sarah brightman now!

time to say goodbye.
wahh...nice.

i think i'm sloww. but yeahh. thats song is kinda 'old' so..hhahahaha..
but its nice. i like this kind of songs. songs with weird language.

hhahahahaha...okaaay..very in the oldies mood nowadys hhahaahaha..
waahh! feel so old!!

and there wasn't any no bench ic today!! no bench ic!! and relief bench ic went behind to sit?
to be another bench's bench ic. hhahahahaha..i don't think you get me. but yeahh.
so yeahh. had a horrible science period. had to listen to the teacheR!!! just to know whats supposed to be going on. hhahahahaha..
but had fun. laughed a lot. as usual. i'm so moody nowaddys.

when its dark. its when i get all sad and yeahh. in the morning cum afternoon i'm so giggly and irritating. in the morning i'm just a big fat grouch. hhahahahaha..
yepp.

so haihz...i'll stop here. my fingers tired le...
hhaahaaha...if not i sure continue one..
but tmr lahh. so sleepy noww...

okay. breath in. breath out. damnn. i've tried posting thrice? and thrice and get disrupted and had to close this damn thing! ahhh.

supposed to have guitar today and guess what?! blur me forgot my guitar!! waah seh.
thankfully my senior didn't come? so i could use hers. hee. heng ahhh..
blehh. didn't want to go lohh..but aiyahh. leave early! hhahaha..the best choice!
=P

left at 4? when the group went for break. told everyone i was going to the dentist? and then i realised a loophole!! i wasn't! so how was i going to explain the still there lump? i still haven't figured that outt. heh.

but i will..i will..yeah right!! hhahahaha..feeling kinda freaked nowadys. but you can just say..i'm thinking too much. hhahaha..recently had the major blackout thing. the whole round estate blacked out can..wahhh..and i was doing my chinese.

chinese..ughh. that thing is getting to me. i re-did it 4 times now. and i still can't print. got mans to help me. i pray so hard she can. she went offline can!! wahh..
how am i suppose to ask her like this!!! arghhh. i've slept at 10.45 for 3 consequtive days now. waiitt. i think i spelt that wrongly. but aiyahh. neh mind lahh.

ooo..new geog. teacher!! she's so nice! talks alot. yeahh! mans online noww! hope everything's alrightt!! *cross fingers* later ask her. if not something sure happen and i'll have to shut this crapp.

yeahh. i know. hhahahaha..but letmme talk lahh..i'm desperate..hhahahaha..
feeling damn stressed for the last 3 days the science re-test was one?
the rui shan problem was one? the chinese project was one? the pimple breakout is another? yeahhh. wahhh..first time can?

tsk. oh yeahh. changed seats today. some people still not happy? yepp.
okay. the lastest news update. CANNOT PRINT!!!!!! ahhhh..die..how now!! how now?!?!
ughhhhhhhhhhhh. i feel like...arghhh. forget it!!

changed seats todayy. sighh. before anyone could move literally mrs yusoff got the 3s into 2s. meaning penelope got seperated without anyone being switched!! no fair! i want to seat with penelope..hummph. but yeahh.
i mean she's nice. really nice. like. a. a. a. err. i don't know but yeahh. so we got seperated. still can't get over that. i mean penelope is like the only person whom can treat me so well?! so inlogical. i'm not exactly nice you knoww. hhahhaha.

so yeah. moved to stephs seat. next to noelle? jea got transfered to the window next to alyssa. yepp.
nicole got moved to nerissas seat and jess to vickys seat. she wanted a more behind or too the side seat but. too bad..shes short! hhahaha..no lahh.
nicole has charmaine behind her and may next to her. not bad mahh. my seat is like damn cold. two fans?!
how can any two seats have two fans!! the stupid designer ought to be shot!!! sighh.

oh yeahh!! tmr youth dayy...hope all will go well? the chinese. and all. yeahhh.

i miss penelope already!!!!! waaahhh... sob sob..

well thats about all i guess. i covered 4 days? in a page!! woo hoo!! li hai!!
i just realised. i talk a lot. but mostly crapp? hhahahaha..
i'm so noisyy.. cannnott lahh. must change. tone down a little.
hhahaah.. and oh yeah!! i haven't talked about the black out. heh.

i'll keep this short! promise! hhhhahahaha..
the block went out. my computer clicked shut. but the scardy cat me freaked and my insides turned to goo. after so, i struggled to run to max who was in the living room? yeah. and my legs were all no strength already? hhahahaha..so kua zhang i know. but its true!!! there was really no light at all. except for the moon lahh. which is you know rather bright! so impressed! hhahahaha..it was all rather cool and romantic.

thats after the scared part lahh. still rather shaken can..the feeling that went through me was really..haihz..i feel so useless!!!! wah lao...
but heyy. it was pitch dark. i really for a minute. couldn't see.
i was really scared kay!! hummph. all the chinese projects fault. if not, i would be watching wan yu in the living room. safe.
hummphh..

the black out stayed for 1/2 an hour. so fast. sigh. went to sleep after that lohh.
people from different blocks were shouting across the round circle can!!!
so cutee. cannot take it! hhahahahaha..

rightt. i'm done!! clap clap. hhahaha..

hhahahaha..okies. i have to scoot now.
my eyes are seriously blurred.
hhahahahaha..see lahh. talk too much le...

till tomorroww!!!~
blehhh.

finally..free to watch wan yu!!! hhahahaha..so excited.
oh yeah. right. i'm not done yet!!!

marina!! hope nicole can come. since energy is going!! so excited!! yeahh!!
at least theres something to look forward too. sigh..

might go out with jess tmr to ps. not sure yet. finally. can relax.
tmr youth day!! yeahh!! happy youth day??
hee.
=)

suprisingly as usual..my mood is chao high when i'm actually really sadd...
damn it lahh. okay shan't swear for the ending.
god bless! =)
ahh. see. sweeter!! hhahahahaha..
=P

K: kuek
M: moose!
N: nicole
P: peiying
R: rebecca


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