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Tuesday, June 29, 2004 7:59 PM /
to topughhhh. yesterday was what i called the worst day of my life! not that today was any better of course. hhahaaha.
i can't believe it!! but i'm over it now. just have to complain once again to totally get it out of my system. hhahaha..
rightt. anyway..right. hhahaha..okayy! i'm getting there.
well...lets see. right. mommy cutted up my ENTIRE cd collection!! ahhh..so xin tong can!! seeing each one of them get thrown into the bin? goshh. now wait. before i continue. hhahaaha..she cutted up the cd cover and not the cd. hhahahaha..righttt.
cause i sounded so sad, jessica kinda got carried away thinking that she cutted up the cds too. hhahahaha..so cute.
yepp. begged her to let me keep my 5566 ones? thank god i did!! if i so didn't, and she so cut it up, i'll like so cry can!!? hhahaha..okaay there were like so many so-s!!!
okay then...lets see...right so feel rather sad, and irritated cause..why can't see like just buy a cd rackk!!! ughh. piss. piss. then...was watching shao nian and she was talking so loudly!!! threw a fit and that made her mad, so i stopped for my safety.
hhahahaha..
kayss..so after that like around 10? asked her to help load the printer.
and my stupid project couldn't print!! waaaah..i almost like broke down can..wah sehh.
xin tong!!!! waaahhh.. *cries*
hee. okie. so after trying for 10 times i gave up and when to sleep. felt so much like going to church and praying non stop? hhahahaha..siao..i knoww. hee. but i needed to like talk to someone and get enlightened or some sort like that...
talked it out finally..said a decade of my new rosary. hhahahaha..had to ask him to help me get used to it. and settle for this one first. till i find my ideal pink/white pure crystal of medium size with a sweet cross rosary. hhahahahahah...
so yeahh. felt so much better. did cry a little. hhahaha..felt like a stupid baby.
but partly was because of my science re-test. wahh seh. first time i like really panic can. usually i'll study the day before. but for this test i really did study 2 weeks beforehand!! hhahahaha..no help but..stillll...
forgot quite a bit? studied bk 2 todayy. cram till siao can!! natalie was so mean!! i'm so going to remember her cocky face in the morning!!! she didn't use her science mid yr but she wouldn't lend can? wah lao...freak it!! hummph. okayy. i shall stop my cussing.
hhahahahaha..
well...the science re-test. was HARD. oh myy..felt like killing myself. everything that came out? wasn't what i studied! woww. dammn!! ughh!!! *pouts* but alls over...
finished it in like 45 minutes? yepp. not too badd.
spent 15 minutes waiting for pei ying. met jess? heh. talked a little before we both said goodbye. in the end went home with...let see...natasha. jade. danellia. jamie. alicia. joyce lee. grace! wah..they are like so farneyy!! hhahahahaha..
oh my goshh. laugh till i siao can!!
so cutee. all of them. really. felt so good talking and playing with them. well. i didn't really play lahh. but yeahh. just sit and listen. hhahaa..first time you can say, i walked home with the whole group. went home once with jamie. after grad. i so remember that day. well. made a huge fool of myself. laughing at practically everything.
heh. couldn't help it mahh. blehh. she and natasha both thought i was mad. i really missed those times. really. i hardly talk to natasha noww!! i mean..waaahh..
so sad..i miss her!!!! sob.
saw jasmie crying. wonder what happened. i mean, although we are 'enemies' and i am not one of those who will approach for an apology when i didn't initate the 'break off' ? i'm not heartless. yepp. so yahh. was rather curious. but she had a friend with her. so all should be fine.
i mean. i'm not cold kay. i want to be friends again. but can i? i doubt so. not today not ever. i guess.. cause...i don't know. if she doesn't come and talk to me? i so not talk to her. she was a nice friend. i'll remember the times when we were good buds.
but trust me. the way she bitched about me? i never..forget it..although that haven't bothered me for a long..long..time.
all could have been a misunderstanding..i don't know. okay. right. so...had a good day overall? a peaceful afternoon watching my wan yu in peace. hhahahaha..
got huang yida!! waahh..so cute. cannot take it. i don't think taiwanese know this but people of the same surname can't get married. they can't date. so they asked about him and huang xiang yi stella. and they both laughed it off. yepp. it was rather sweet though. i mean. heyy! they make a cute pair! but don't like. he deserves a nicer person!
hhahahaha..no offense. stella is cute. =) really!!!
hahahahaha..
miss yida!! hope he comes to singapore. renfu said that they'll (5566) will be going on a charity concert. i want to go!! must later go da ting da ting.
hummph. but i doubt i'll be able to see them this time...waaaaaaaahh. xin tong!
hhahahaha..okay lahh. talked enough for todayy.
feeling kinda sickkk.
my throat hurts!!!
wahh..
the nightmare.
miss my darling.
cant wait for 10! hhahaha.
laugh tonns today. hhahaha.
love 2/7!!!!
waah..hhahahaha..
=)
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Monday, June 28, 2004 4:46 PM /
to topthis..sucks..hhahaha..okay..decided to relink the blog? it kinda sucked. the previous one that is. hhahaha..not like this is any better though? yepp.
but it's nice! isn't it?
i still don't really understand what all this is about though..i mean..what difference is there between this and talking to yourself?! but its good for a lazy person like me who hates repeating myself. hhahaha..
but alls fine. alls fine.
ermm. don't really know what actually considered 'personal' in this really. ms liem brought this up during 'free' period. hhahaha..she looked so bored. so poor thing!! hhhaaha...i need to get something done about this!! the template is so ugly. but not too bad lahh. i can live with it.
i'm in charge of teaching ivan chinese today. woo hoo. so enjoyable. i am so dead tired today!! i can't even think straight!! hummph. well. i guess i better scoot noww. i feel like a drug addictt!! seriously. i do.
but don't think too much. that is. i'll survive. and for now. i shall. be gone.